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Thank you for everything.. You've LOVED me alot.. just hold on.. don't let me GO..

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well,it's really hard when you know all along that the one you love will leave you soon.. it's really hard.. he keeps on texting me nowadays..and it's great because he's not yet home so we keep our communication through text. My cousin and another 2 cousins are gonna stay here in Makati.My cousins in province are now migrating here in Manila..haha.maybe, it's really hard living in the rural area.. especially now that we're experiencing a lot. nwei, maybe that's it.
to HIM:
i just hope we'll have some time to hang out. I'd really love it if we do... especially now that I don't wanna see you GO..='c
will you just stay?...please...just stay.......stay with me.... here... please.... don't want you to go.... i don't. Don't wanna see you leave me here... it's really breaking my heart Lance.. if you could just PLEASE....stay with me... I'm begging you to stay...I'll give you MILLIONS of reasons of staying... don't leave me...if you do, the half of my heart will dissappear...='c

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4:01 AM

Thank you for everything.. You've LOVED me alot.. just hold on.. don't let me GO..

well,my day was normal..the last msg. he sent me was on May 7.he'll be going home this week.I really hope we could spent more time with each other..June 2 is really approaching and I don't know what to do if I didn't get the chance to see him before he leaves.He's the first guy I really fell in love with and it's really frustrating because when I saw the guy who I really loved truly and love me back as well, distance will part us apart...='c
it's really sad because this is the first time and it's really breaking my heart but, I know that this might happen...from the moment he asked me, I was thinking, "will I agree falling in love with him then he's leaving me or will I say no to his offer even though I know that he's serious?" I accepted the 1st choice..even if it's painful..I know deep in my heart that I loved truly adn I experienced Love as well..I wanna let him feel how much he means to me so if there'll be a chance to meet him I'll do the unexpected...I'll make sure that he'll have the best memory of me..this summer has been very special for me..even if "our" time was short, He loved me the best he can. and i did the same. "Parting is such a sweet sorrow...that I shall say goodnight 'till tomorrow..."

I'm preparing myself for the incoming first day of classes...i hope they'll accept me..
To HIM:
I don't wanna say goodbye because I don't wanna end "US"... but i think it can't be helped. I know you don't want this to happen and you don't wanna hurt me...I understand..but please promise me....that YOU'LL NEVER EVER FORGET ME...that's all I ask of YOU...my Teddybear...

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1:26 AM

Thank you for everything.. You've LOVED me alot.. just hold on.. don't let me GO..

atlast, I felt HIS presense...he texted me..
Lance:(using his cousin's fone) I'm so sorry for not texting you for the past few days..I didn't have a load and i misplaced my fone somewhere...I'm trying hard to find it anyways. I missed you so MUCH..mmmwwwuuuaaa!=) love u..
gie: It's a miracle!You're alive!haha..just kidding=)It's okay dont worry..at first I was a lil upset but I understand more clearly now.I just hope you go home already..okay?i miss you so much...love you more=)

well we talk a lil more but i guess he ran out of load again.. from what he told me, I guess he's not home yet. I don't know where he is but I'm sure he's not in Baguio anymore.Anyways, I watched STOMP THE YARD..It's really awesome..much better than YOU GOT SERVED but the story is just the same..they just differ from the dances... it was so tight that I'm feeling like i wanna dance from my seat.hehe.anyway, i gotta go.it's really late.ciao.

To HIM:
thank you for everything...you just don't know how much i care for you so take care aryt?miss you so..

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6:15 AM

Thank you for everything.. You've LOVED me alot.. just hold on.. don't let me GO..

just an ordinary day..nothing special really happened.He didn't even bothered to ask me how am I doing...Even if I don't want to jump into conclusions, but from what I'm seeing right now, it will be much unclear...I'm at my LIMIT in UNDERSTANDING him...not all the time I will FOOL my self and tell myself that he's just busy or doing something important but, why can't HE do SOMETHING to have a communication with me?! but as what I've said, i don't want to jump into conclusions so let's leave it that way...
this afternoon, me,my cousin(aaron),mama,papa went to Rob place to watch SPIDERMAN3...I didn't expect the movie to be that GREAT...it's awesome..next next week, Meg and the others might watch PIRATTES of the CARRIBEAN At World's End...wheee...i'm so excited.

well, maybe that's it. I hope we can sort things out already... I'm missing him and I'm halfway mad at him.
To HIM:
If you have time, call me.I have something to ask you.miss u so.take care always.='c

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7:41 AM

Thank you for everything.. You've LOVED me alot.. just hold on.. don't let me GO..

Well,i can't really say that my day is great.The last msg. he gave me was last May 1 and it's May 3 now..*sigh..
sorry..it's just.I don't have any idea if he already came back or he's still in Baguio..It's just so hard having a relationship without any communications at all.But I'm not mad at him..I understand his side.I'm just worried because June is approaching... He'll be leaving SOON.oh, i don't want to think about it anyways..Something popped into my mind..the day when he asked me..it goes like this:
Lance: can I be...you know...
Gie: can you be what?
Lance: eeee...you know..
Gie: why can't you tell me?I will not question you if I do know..ryt?
Lance: well.. can I be your boyfriend?
*silence
Lance:EI..are you still there???
Gie: - -
Lance: gie?
Gie: yea?
Lance: well, can I?
Gie: i'l think about it.I'l just tell you if it's a YES or NO.
Lance: add this to your basis..My sister went to London and she's fixing my our papers so we can migrate to London as well.. but, she told us that it will be post poned so I decided to court you..But, when we reached here in Baguio, my sister called my mom and told the good news.That our papers have been fixed.
Gie: so, you're going?
Lance: yea.
Gie: when?
Lance: june 2..i'm sorry..but you can refuse to my offer if you want to..I'm not rushing things..I want you to think it over..
Gie: it's to sudden and I just don't know what to say..

March 23,2007 around 4:32:27pm
Gie: there's something I want to tell you..
Lance: hmm..and what's that?
Gie: it's a YES.
Lance: huh?yes to what?- -OMG.
Gie: even though it's a short time, I decided to make things more wonderful..and I think it's time for me to experience things..you know..stuffs like "what couples do"..
Lance: i don't know what to say... thank you=)

so..that's it.How i wish we could spend more time together.you know, hand out sometimes..but from what I'm seeing right now, it's HOPELESS='C

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12:03 AM

Thank you for everything.. You've LOVED me alot.. just hold on.. don't let me GO..

my day was fine..it would have been much greater if I heard his voice or if he even text me this day but he didn't... well, maybe he doesn't have any load.. but I do understand him. anyway.. this morning, my mom,dad and I went on a jogging from here to pasay..we did great..right?haha.
this afternoon, Jen and I had a conversation about our future college life..our plans..Jen is so lucky..she has already her course and everything..ME?haha.I wish I have but I don't..really.
nwei, I'll be going now.my eyes are really sore.I started onlining at 2pm and up until 7pm I'm still Online.wahaha.ciao.try to update you tomorrow.

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3:52 AM

Thank you for everything.. You've LOVED me alot.. just hold on.. don't let me GO..

my day was ordinary as usual.We went to mandaluyong this noon and had our lunch there.. we also ate HALO-HALO.. and it tastes GREAT.He texted me this day.. he said, "I loaded my phone for us to talk because I'm missing our conversation already..." it just touched me because atleast I felt that he missed me.Nwei, we really fight whenever there's a chance.. maybe that's how we say, "i miss you.." hahaha.... we such a weird couples.. haha.nwei.. nytie nyt..try to update you tomorrow.. ciao.

To HIM:
i don't know if I should continue this feeling cause what I know is that I'll end up being HEART BROKEN....AGAIN.
but I can never DENY the FACT that I REALLY DID LOVE YOU...and I still do..up to now.

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7:46 AM

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